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I AM HERE, yet to be FOUND…

I feel lost; I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I am doing.
Or if there's anything worth doing
I'm here in the end yet I am just beginning
I want something more
I know I'm meant for something greater.
Yet it seems that my hands won't reach it.
And every time I think about it
I feel a hole in my gut,
that's telling me there's more to life
than just being THIS – an irrelevant stone
waiting, just waiting to be found
waiting to be polish
hoping, just hoping that I would come out
as a precious as I was born to be
or even more precious than a diamond…
Is this enough?
Is this ALL OF IT?

I feel like I'm gasping sand in my hands
It is slowly slipping away…
The more I hold on to it, the faster it slips.
But the lesser hold, the greater probability,
that the wind blows all of it…
What do I do?
"Let go?"

I lied when I said "Let it go."
Because I know I can't
Because I know I won't
But time can tell
I secretly hoped I would be not just someone
But the ONE.
I prayed, I cursed and I cried
I've been there.
I've done that.
What else more do I have to do?
Hold on? Just to be hurt again?
I don't know if I can take it.
I don't know if I want to.
I am HERE, yet to be FOUND…
its been a long time since ive submitted anything on DA.
i've been a living oxymoron lately...>__<

well, feel free to comment.
thank you for taking time to read this "blah-blah-blahs-of-mine"
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